Translating thoughts to words

On the last day of the year, I sit perplexed I don’t know where I stand And where I need to land... I will proceed, enter the New Year, and start the journey of yet another 365 days… Convincing myself that there would be new ways... to face the challenges, to survive the strife to make my world more beautiful, to love, live & survive... M hopeful...

A starry night… … bright…. …. beautiful... "It gives peace", says my friend. "Does it?" I question. "Yes, of course. See the beauty, feel the nature, it will take you to some other world. It soothes," he emphasizes. "No! This beauty makes me sad. It worries me," I state. "What? Why is it so?" my friend sounds surprised. "Because this beauty is not long-lasting. It is temporary. Today you find the sky alluring, but tomorrow, it will all be surrounded by clouds. You will find darkness all over. None of the stars would blink. And then you would miss this beauty. You would crave for it. You will feel the pain." I open up. "That is illogical," he asserts. "Is it?" I ask. "What if the sky is always dark? What if you never get to know how beautiful it can appear with twinkling stars and bright moon? You will never get to know how sky can change, how will it look after a change....and so, yo

At times I feel that people around me get easily bored of me... they soon start looking 4 other options, other faces around... though I listen to them, ask them to share their problems with me, be cheerful when they are happy and talk about birds & beasts... yet... ... at times this affects my confidence in myself... Bt recently I read a very beautiful line on net...it was something like "unless you get bored of yourself, you are sufficiently interesting." And let others free... they have the right of looking for other people to keep themselves entertained... it is like the freedom of choosing ways to keep oneself happy. Not their fault! I should choose the ways to keep myself happy and not brood over the reason in roots... So, Neha... be your best friend as that is where the seed of unconditional happiness lies... Right?

One morning you get up and feel that ok...this is the day you were looking for...a bright sunny day, with colourful flowers in your garden... hot morning tea, your favourite breakfast, all well in family, all well with job, all old debts paid, all bills cleared, all plans lined up and all dreams scheduled to turn true.....and this after a long effort..... ... but the unexpected is always there.......always.....